On the 10th of January, 2016, someone who was once very important to my life died at the age of 69. It was a shock...David Robert Jones (Bowie) has not been a part of my life for many years, but there was always the 'what if' factor remaining. What if I saw him again one day, what if I spoke to him? What if I could fulfill a dream he had, to direct a feature film...and a dream I had, of him directing a film I wrote? That possibility is gone now. I was shocked; I knew he had been ill, had a heart attack...but I thought he was recovered.